aug 20--nyc.

i wish i was up top for this...
if ur up there, roll thru loves.

nights of partying.

in the past 2 weeks i've been in NYC.
my favorite ex boyfriend came to visit...and is now an uncle to one of the most beautiful lil girls.
still loved by his fam, and it's a good feeling. i havent met current boo's fam.

and this past week, starting with Hasan's arrival, i've been partying till well past the break of dawn.
between it all i've realized a heap of shit.
for one, i have a potty mouth and i know i've gotta clean it up, but i love the word "shit". it's probably one of my most used nouns.
i've also realized some things just are meant to be.
some people will always be there, some won't.
some ppl just don't click like they should and u can't always force it.
i've realized i'm an animal.
i love a good martini. and a stiff anything really :)
i realized how much i miss listening to music with Hass. He devours music like I do and gets excited and it feels good to be around ppl like that.

i've just realized, ya know?

time waits for no man and it damn sure isn't waiting for me. its goin by so fast and i need to stay on this track.

i'm over ranting right now.

pics---soon come.